I
found this pic from someone twitter. When I looked at her face, that
little girl I remember myself. This picture is so me. I am black
little girl with cute smile. Born 27 years ago in a small village.
With no electricity. Never dream about everything happen today. She
has a beautiful smile because she believe that she has it.
When
I was a little girl, my grandma always told everybody that I am her
smiling-granddaughter. Who always smile to other person. No matter
who you are. Because I love smiling to people around me. I am trying
to give good impression to other people. No body will take a cry for
'a hello'. I am not so tall when I was a kid. Not hairy. Almost bald.
Wear beautiful dress everywhere so nobody will think I am a boy. I am
not so girly. But I try to seriously make appearance as a girl.
If
I remember my childhood, I will remember how happy I was. With
everything. With no electricity. With slightly hair. Not so much food
in the kitchen. But I always love to be a kid. Because I have my
parents. My grandparents. Who always love me, forever, for who I was
and who I am now. They never let me live without love. Although I
can't see them right now, but I always see the same sky they will see
from my village.
I
hope I can see them when Syawal coming. Syawal is my other birthday.
So special day. I am hoping something special will happen too. I want
to hold my grandma in my arms and show her how much I care and love
her in my whole life. I don't need new clothes for Syawal. I don't
need money from them. I just need them to be with me. Everywhere I
will be, I hope I can be with them forever in my life.